When the fur flies

When things go well, I feel great about life, and am glad to walk this planet.When I have struggles in my relationships,especially people who are biochemically challenged and trying to bite my head off for not agreeing with them, it wears me out until I feel so worn down I cannot walk. I forget things, especially that the Lord is my Shepherd. I forget the God of glory and comfort. I internalize. Sadly more times than not I react, but God did not make me like that. That is my difference with animals. I am not made to react, I am made to choose. I am made to perhaps think about reacting but then choose a higher better way. May God bless me in this, that the better way come to be my way of dealing with struggles.